Hello to everyone: startling news
Hello again, I know that I usually write on lighter topics, but I am forced today to address an issue that has been on my mind now for as long as I can remember. I have recently had the unwanted experience of an epiphany ( for lack of better words I use Ravens definition). I have, by reading through my old post and notebooks, realized that I have unfortunately, changed a lot. I used to believe that love was something that was unique and something to be cherished. It was something that I sought. Apparently, however, as I have began to reject love and lean more to the player mentality, I have become alarmed. Today I have realized that it was failure that drove me to this mentality, and I have concluded that being a player has no real benefit aside from the obvious advantages. It is not a really fulfilling lifestyle, fun but not fulfilling. I have therefore concluded that I will retire for a while at least and ponder which path I should take. Again peace to my homies and I hope you all support this decision.Peace
Jens
posted by J @ 6:07 PM
2 Comments:
Of course I will support you in that decision. Its an awesome one to make. College will give you a lot fewer let downs this way, so I'm told. So good luck with all of that. And enjoy your "player's holidays" of kicking it back and relaxing, and also make the best of everything else.
Man, I should get off my soap box. I have no experience or right to be saying most of that. But I still think you've made a good decision.
Peace, Love, and a stable mind or resting conscience. ~Katy
Jens...let me tell you one thing...The whole "player" mentality is so overrated. So, I definitely support your decision. But remember, love is a unique and special experience, but it does carry consequences. When you run into it, it'll change your life like you wouldn't believe. Player's are often empty, rather than fulfilled. And you always want to be fulfilled, never empty. Just givin' you something to think about... : )
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