Living life
There comes a time in everyone's life when they realize that there are some things that are never going to change. I have come to realize that racing was fun and that I can't really afford to screw up. I want to make it clear that I am not really depressed or anything, it's just that everything is finally moving and some aspects of my life are really bearing down on my mind. I am losing contact with a lot of people who mean a lot to me and well, I can't change that but the things that used to matter to me such as love, family, and friends are falling away to progress. I guess I am just really scared for the impending future because, as I have heard before, I am losing my sense of direction and just chasing an uncertain future that holds very little of value. Peace outJens
posted by J @ 10:52 PM
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Hey, what's up with the template change? Not that I think its bad... its just different. I got used to everyone having the black background. Part of growing up is leaving almost everything behind. I am realizing that somewhat, but it only hits hard every once in a while. I'll think, when I get out of college, I will have to get my own health insurance... Oh shit, that's three years away! I think a lot of college is meant to ease you into growing up, so rest assured, its not as much of a hellhole as you think. You're parents and friends will still be there, even though not in the same way as when you were in high school. My mom seems more like my aunt now... But I'll still be here, don't worry.
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