The silent assassin

One long ass summer

When I was young I always was discouraged when summer came to a close because it never felt long enough. Now I just can't wait for the summer to come to a close. The summer seems to have become more of a routine than anything else. I haven't really done anything to exciting. To make it worse I have failed at any attempts I have made to try to meet people. It seems that I always seem to hit the same end and end up being that really close friend that is always there, but always takes a backseat. I just don't know how to get past the flirting and mindgames. I don't mean to say that being the friend is bad, I really enjoy it, but sometimes I just get bored of the same monotonous routine. Tomorrow hopes to be better as I plan to go golfing for my birthday ( for the first time). My goal is just not to completely suck. I also plan to finally try a hookah on Sunday. I also want to try to have a party at some point before the summer is up, but I havent set anything in stone yet. Well that's all for the time being
Peace and love to all of those who still have love for me
Jens

posted by J @ 7:28 PM