The silent assassin

Welcome back to hell

Well now I can't really say anything after all I did drive the damn bus. I have finally come to the conclusion that I really need to find more productive things to do with my time. I can't even believe that I am saying it, but classes might actually be easy. I will probably regret those words, but for now that is how I feel. It seems that I have far too much time on my hands. It shouldn't be a good thing to sleep in and still have time in the morning to kick back and relax. It feels like I actually have time to enjoy life, but I have obviously been in Golden too long and have come to realize that well there isn't much to do with free time. It sucks because I don't much like to sit idle and do nothing. I like to have shit going on. You know sit and talk to people, go out and do just about anything, Hell I was the one driving as fast as I could around downtown just because I needed something to do. I don't know if it's just me, but sitting and watching tv for any length of time makes me feel lazy. I thought that mines would be nice when I went because it was small, but the longer I stay, the more I want the ability to go and meet people, to have fun, to have something to do besides video games and the occasional drinking party. I just hate the feeling of restlessness more than anything else. The constant waiting for something that I know in the back of my head will never come. I found that a stagnate place isn't really enjoyable. I like for everything to change, even if it is a stressful environment. Anyway enough ranting for now. I am bored.
Peace and love,
Jens

posted by J @ 8:44 PM