The silent assassin

lovely

The end is finally in sight, and I couldn't be happier. I actually feel really good about everything, aside from my minor cold. I still feel like something is missing in my life, but it the feeling isn't overbearing. On the plus side sex is wonderful. I learned that there is a point where you can actually take in more caffeine than your body can handle. When you cough up black crap and your whole body feels drained, you've had enough. I am going to try hookah tomorrow, so hopefully it goes well. I wonder why people so often hold on to what they can never obtain. It has happened to me, but letting go is just about the hardest thing. Anyway I am probably off the wall right now so I'll write later when I have some more insightful thoughts.
Peace and Love
Jens
P.S. Two quick things, first I plan to go boarding on the 16th as of right now ( I still haven't had the opportunity to go up yet). Also if nobody has anything planned we might do new years up here.

posted by J @ 12:04 AM