Sometimes it's bad to be alone.
So, I have never been the one to seek out company because as everyone knows that it's best to be in control of your shit by yourself. However, complete isolation can't be good either. This year turned out to be much different from last. Last year I had the people I knew. I also had the girls which is always fun. Now I find myself sitting in what might as well be an empty house. The conversations that I have are with my housemates during video games. It just kinda sucks the fun out of classes when there is no one to talk with or clarify an answer. Overall it is like classes and games are my day. I really need to find something to do or someone to talk to because being in silence gets to you after a while. It's worse when your damn plumbing goes out because then there is nothing to do and the house isn't the place to be so... Anyway I guess that I will start the damn cappa that I have due. I might write later.
Peace and love
the isolated one
Long time in silence
Where I decide to start is really irrelevant as so much has happened since I have written. I just haven't had the motivation. Most recently I have become the babysitter for staff and their unique ability to go on tequilla binges. The most recent event was actually on Thursday when we had a staff dinner. Half of our staff is underageand my boss wanted us to have a fun evening at Benny's. It is interesting to be the only sober person in a group of people who are shitfaced. I had to basically do anything that required any skill at all, like counting money. I would have been the driver for everyone but my car doesn't have enough room so I had to let them drive unfortunantly. Fun night, but I got to drink at home so it's all good. I still haven't went to a hookah bar but I will sometime... I have to relax at some point.
I also have began to move into my house except for the fact that I am not really moved and I go on vacation on monday. It should get hectic in about a week. I try not to think about it because it means that I have to start school and get to important work. I don't want to go back because while it will be fun, there are always uncertainties that linger in my mind about where I need to be going in my life. On a similar note I finally broke down and bought an IPOD so that I don't have to search my cd book for 1 song and then decide to find another. So far I am pleased with the convience that it offers.
Last week I had noodles for the first time and I will admit that the food is quite kick ass. On monday i get to go down to Mexico which should be nice. I haven't been racing in a long time in my car so that is a good thing. That is about all I have for now
Peace
Jens
P.S. When anyone decides on the movies on Sunday (Raven) let me know.
