Monday, January 24, 2005

I am convinced...

that on a regular basis mines is incredibly boring. Once again I am writing because I have a lack of productive things to do. I like being at mines, but every night there is seemingly nothing to do except play video games. It is beginning to get to me because I am trying to keep myself entertained, but I ran out of ideas. If anyone can tell me something that I can do please let me know. The video games are getting quite tiring.
Peace and Love
Jens Jensen

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

Living life

There comes a time in everyone's life when they realize that there are some things that are never going to change. I have come to realize that racing was fun and that I can't really afford to screw up. I want to make it clear that I am not really depressed or anything, it's just that everything is finally moving and some aspects of my life are really bearing down on my mind. I am losing contact with a lot of people who mean a lot to me and well, I can't change that but the things that used to matter to me such as love, family, and friends are falling away to progress. I guess I am just really scared for the impending future because, as I have heard before, I am losing my sense of direction and just chasing an uncertain future that holds very little of value. Peace out
Jens

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

R&R in School?

Yo, just kinda chillin' right now. This semester is quite different than last, I actually have great profs. Calculus is slow, but it is actually really easy with my new teacher. It is a sort of relaxed schooling now. I realize that it will get harder, but for some reason I have been feeling really relaxed, and dare I say it happy. I haven't been really happy since about a year and 4 months ago. A lot of crap happened from then to recently, and now it looks like I am actually dynamic again. No more crap, and I am in control of my life. Only one thing in my life is frustrating now and I prefer not to mention it here. I hope that everyone is fine and well lets hope that everything is moving. Oh I almost forgot, is Raven dead or does she not post blog anymore . I just haven't read anything from her in a while. Anyway peace
Jens Jensen

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

music

Hey everyone, sup? I am doing fine myself and, as far as I can tell everyone else is doing likewise, except for Raven who is conspicuously silent. I have began playing computer games this week and... well lets just say they are very addictive. I am a very lucky man in that I had class today, but I happen to have tomorrow off. It is the joy of starting on a Wednesday. I think that I might have myself a nice drive down 93 to Boulder. No reason other than the belief that boredom needs to be avoided. As for tonight I am listening to Money, Cash, and Hoes. Fun song that envisions the street lifestyle. I am convinced now that Calculus will be the easiest class that I have. Today was a lesson on functions which was so slow one could say that we were just learning the concept. It is going to bea nice semester. Peace out to all my people everywhere.
JJ

Monday, January 10, 2005

The end of a long silence

In looking at my blog I can not imagine how long it has been since I last posted. Well now that everyone knows that I am not dead It is time to write. I have been having a sort of extended holiday in the past week. I hate to admit that I have gotten incredibly lucky in the past week. I recieved my car insurance bill and even though I tend to not be the slowest driver, I managed to avoid getting caught for my ticket that I got on my way to hell( you wouldn't get it unless you've been there.) It is nice to get a $300 bill rather than a 4 or 5 hundred dollar bill. This is especially nice when I have a motorcycle insurance bill on the way. I finally updated my computer handle games that I like to play. I will finally get my AIM back on in a couple days when I get back to mines.(not to mention the fast internet) I also broke down and bought a new cell phone. It is NOT a new number, and I apologize to Katie for the broken conversation that I got on my old one. Without an antenna it didn't pick up all that well. I know that I have been bad at keeping up on my contacts and I hope to do better this semester. Maybe call people or email or whatever. ANyway I hope that everyone had fun over break and... well peace out. I wil post more shortly.
Jens - The scorpion king