Monday, June 25, 2007

I just dont get it

I don't understand why I can't just have a normal relationship like everyone else. I have a girl that I am told really wants to date me and I just want to be friends, because there is no chemistry. She is nice to talk to, but there is a lack of real physical attraction and she is really too serious and uptight. I went to a couple of movies with her, and people think it's bad, but I like her as a friend. I just want to know why I can never find the girl that there is a mutual attraction to. The few dates I have went on with girls that I truly liked ended in the whole, "your a good friend, but not really date able" or" This is one date and one date doesn't make a relationship." I really just want a girl that I like to ask me out to dinner or hang out and actually start dating. Or at least the courage to ask out the girls that I really like. I hate being shy, and I just wish that one of the girls that I like would ask me out. I haven't seen many of the girls that I like for very long and I do miss those girls the most and one in particular, that I really just want to see and hang with.
Peace
Jens