Thursday, December 01, 2005

The time to strike is now ... and I am completely unprepared

So it appears that I can actually salvage some of the pieces of my life and my academics. Physics will be fine provided that I do quite well on the final, but that requires studying which I haven't quite mastered. I think it's fucked that life always seems to throw you a curve when you have already decided to follow a set path. Now I have to buckle under are get my shit done opps I should have stayed on top until the end. I think that this semester has been really hard on everyone. I read about Raven's situation and all I have to say is that it sucks and I do know that she will get through it alright. I also think that it is sad about the girl in aurora. What's worse is that the dad who killed his daughter now wants to sue the police. It is kinda sick that you kill someone and then act like you deserve something. I also feel sad for Ms. Ferguson. I didn't know her as well as a lot of people, when people get cancer it kinda sucks. The same thing happened to both of my grandma's and burying someone who is special to you is never fun. I can't wait for break, because it means finally being able to breath. Now however, I should study for my calculus test.

From the day I saw you I knew you were the one. The one who would change my world forever. Though everyday when I am away from you feels like eternity, one day I will once again be by your side. Some say that love at first sight isn't real, and I agree, but true love last for eternity. I left your side because I knew that real love comes back. There is always the one who you would give anything for, but what is there to do when you have nothing to offer. That is the question that can't be answered because love and counsel are boundless gifts that neither perish or weather with time. I love because I am given that ability. Until next time
Peace and love always