once again
So I have learned that I tend to write more when I can't seem to stop the madness. As of now I find it a little disconcerting that I can't seem to get my bearings back. Usually when shit hits the fans, I have the uncanny ability to get back on my feet and hit the ground running. Maybe I finally hit the limit on what I can do in regards to damage control. I can't say that I didn't like anything that happened, but sometimes there is a limit. I just don't know whether or not it is better to just go full speed ahead and just see how crazy things get, or put all of my efforts to try to get my bearings back. I usually know what to do, but I must admit that I'm at a loss as what to do.
In the end I will always be there, just when you need me. Always by your side, forever in your heart. The one you run to for help and comforting. I have failed but once and never again. When you need me, wherever you need me, know that I will be there. Through the smoke and the chaos know that I will always stand by you
Love always
Jens
Finally back to normal??
So my life is finally spinning once again after a bad week. It was very interesting, but eventually everything will be boring once again. After halloween night and the weekend I don't know if things will ever be quiet again. For those of you who don't know I will begin to explain. On halloween I had to drive to Aurora to help a friend out of a bad situation. I can't really explain, but lets just say that she got in over her head without thinking. It is a long drive from Golden as it turns out. Anyway I then screwed up on Friday which no longer exist. Lets just say that I can no longer leave my phone out in the open and hope that drunk people will not use it. It isn't much fun trying to talk to someone randomly after about six or seven shots. I am told it was a fun night, but I still think that my track record is well known now, after 14 shots. Went to Denver on Saturday and went to some friends houses. It was nice to see old friends and nice to get a little normal. I got all of my snowboard equipment together for next weekend or some time in the future. Today was nice because although I had jury duty, I had the rest of the day off. Things are not really back to normal. Some things have happened that only time will tell whether or not they were good or bad for me. I guess I can just wait now and hope that I didn't make any horrible choices. For now I just think I'll relax and take it easy until woody's tonight top regain my composure.
Peace and Love
Jens
